i am missing you like mad and want you back so much i want to hold you and feed you put you to sleep ,wake up with you but i cant and that is whati hate not being near you not seeing your face. i sit at your grave side and lay downd nexy to you read you a book and tell you how i feal i ask for a singh and i ask baby if u can hear me please let me no some how if you are here do somthing just to let me no that you can hear me but i cant seem to see any thing please just let me no that you can hear me when im bye you grave side ilove you my dear son and alwayswill love you with allmy hear mummy x xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx xxxx