roxanne 2nd August 2009

harvey my little angle ,mummy cant sleep its 1.11am and i cant stop thinking about you its getting so close to your due date 11.8.09 and i juts keep thinking what we colud of had and that it all got taken away from us ,im hearting so much and i cant take the paine no more my heat is akeing and my head feals like its going to exsplode,i just want you back in my arms were you belong . i hope that you have loads of angle friends up there in heaven wich i no you will.i just cant help thinking that i will never see your first smile or teach you how to cruwle or walk or dady wont ever be able to teach you to play football in the park. harvey i miss you so much words can not EXSPRESS how much. you was so specil to evary one esecialy to me and daddy but you all ways will be and you will allways be close and in our heats forever untill the day we come up to see you xxx night night my angle sleep tight lotsssss of loveeeee mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx