today is the day that you was ment to be born and im so upset because i just want you in my arms and i want you back so much your the best thing that has happend to me and now you have gone away from me . me and daddy are going to your grave today and we are going to make you a garden so that you can play in it we are going to put cards and pictures and flowers there and we are going to put a charm necklace on your cross from your cousin anisha that she made for your dad and daddy wants to give it to you so that you can be safe and have anisha by your side all the time . i wish that you was here so that you can meet evary one and be loved with the love that your ment to have from me and daddy we are missing you like mad and hate that your so far away from us up there in heaven . today is like your birthday as well as 25.5.09 so you are going to have 2 birthdays because you are a special little boy you are our little angle HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our little man lotsss and lotsss of loveee mummy and daddy xxxx all ways and forever in our hearts and you will never leave it and you will allways be in our thoughts xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx