baby im so up set the only way i can feal better is by talking to u . you make me feal so much better just noing that u are near me and can c what im doing in spirit xx mummy wants you back soooooooooooooo much its unbalivable it herts so much and my heat wont ever i mean EVER GET MENDED no 1 no matter who ,can mend my heart only you but thats never going to happen so i have to try and live my life noing that u are there but u will never be here in my arms .xxxxxx i wont ever get over what happend it was soo crewl what god has done to us taken u away from me and never letting me c u again but its a very crewl world here harvey and all life brings u is loads of crap and barriors that u have to try and get over but this is 1 of them that no matter HOW HARD I TRY I WONT GET OVER IT ITS TO HIGH i have just given up trying realy i have babe and im so sorry i no u want me to be happy and daddy but i am CRUMBERLING SO MUCH INSIDE and its herting so much iv had enuff of it . sorry baby i no i shouldnt be talking like this but i just have to tell u to get it out of me because my head is going to exsplode and your the only one i can talk to xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i miss u so much . i love u xxxxx