roxanne 6th July 2010

hello my little boy iv been thinking about u soo much witch is nothing different to any other day im going to bring your uncle alfie up to see you soon and mummy receved your candle the other day so me and daddy are going to come and put it on your garden i hope u got our lanton the me and nanny and alfie lit for you ,nanny burnt the other one not on purpus but it was the first one we had done so atleast you got the bright yellow one mummy is going to get some more for ur due dat august 11 th ... i just wish i didnt have to let things go for u or go to you garden i want you to be here in my arms or running about sleeping next to me so i can hear ur breathing watch you grow into a beautiful little boy and into a handsome young man ,having your fist girlfriend :) and passing your exsams thats all the things i wished i got to see and plenty more i miss you so much baby i always wonderd and wanted to see you with daddy you probs would of been a daddys boy always with him like he wanted with your specel bond i know you 2 would of had ,playing football same tracksuites :) and trainers :) god you to together would of been such a picture one day babe when me and daddy are up there with you we will do the things we should of done :'( i love you HARVEY SIDNEY KNITTER YOU WILL ALLWAYS BE MY NUMBER ONE LITTLE BOY NITE NITE XXX