its getting to that time again when we first found out that you wasnt there no more. after we cound out all i keeped doing is thinking and wishing and hopeing. well im back in that stage now were all i am doing is thinking and cant sleep. so i come on to ur site and write to you when im at my low and need u hear . i can just emagin you trying to crewl ,pushing ur self around in ur walker bumping into things and bouncing up and down in ur bouncer giggling and blowing rasburys . it makes my cry so much that i never got that chance to see all that it would be a year soon and its gone so quick i just wish so much if i got one day to do what ever i want i would come up to heaven and pull u down to be with me so i could do all the things i wanted to do and to HOLD U TIET IN MY ARMS AND NEVER LET GO . im missing u so much i want you back so badly i love u loadssss bubba please keep watching over daddy i no u do any way but i just miss him aswell a lot jst wish things were different and u was here we would have been such a happy family just me you and daddy in our home it would of been the closes bond ever we love u very much and miss u dearly love mummy xxxxxxxxx