I started to build my Tribute to harvey carter-knitter today. I remeber when I first felt your kick, it was amazing and I will never forget That day I rang daddy up and told him that I felt you move he didnt believe me. So then when I got back home i grabed his hand, and I was moving you and talking desperate for you to kick again so that daddy could feel you for him self.....I think that you was playing silly buggers, coz you would only kick when daddy took his hand away. As the days went bye and the months were coming and going fast, you were kicking so much that me and daddy thought that you was having a party. You would only kick at night , then only when daddy put his hand on my tummy ,it was as if you knew that it was daddy`s hand, and when he took it away you stopped. I used to talk to you all the time when i was in the bath,and same time walking down the street and u always tugged and kicked at me, Iloved it. Just to feel that you was there and that you was ok.Me and daddy had loads of plans, and we could`nt wait till you was ment to be born on 11/08/09 to see your sweet beautiful face and your loving smile and to hold you in our arms were you belong . we also could`nt wait to teach you how to crawl,walk and talk, how to eat your food. Daddy was going to take you over the park and show you how to play football, and take you on the swings slide and we wanted to take you up to the tall hill that me and daddy climed when you was in my tummy, There was loads of things we was going to do with you . But then come on the early hours of 25/05/09 mummy was getting bad pains in my tummy and I was took into west suffolk hospital, were they done loads of tests and scans and then they told us at about 6.40 that you was not there no more that you heartbeat had gone and that the placenter had come away that you had stopped breathing that is when mummy and daddys heart had been taken and shatterd and we just broke down . A little while after the doctor come in and said that I had to take a pill to induce me, so that I had to give birth to you. I was scared I didnt no what to do the minutes and hours went by and then at about 8.00pm I got a strong pain in my back again and that was when it was time to give birth to you finally you was born at 8.38pm you come out and I was waiting for you to start cring but you never I took you into my arms and was looking at your beutiful face i couldnt believe how much you looked like your daddy I got to spend the night with you and i could stop looking at you thinking that you was moving and breathing but you wasnt i guss that was me wanting you to do something to let me no that you was alive. Baby I miss you so much and I just want you in my arms so that I can cuddle you forever and never let go but I no that it is not going to happen because you are with the angels now and your safe you will never have any trouble up there we will all be together soon one day dont worry and we can do all the things that we never got to do I promise xxxx rest in peace our little angel sleep tight....