harvey its 12.35pm and i cant sleep ,i havent been able to sleep propely since you were taken away from me and daddy. all i do is think about you all the time,and its now getting close to your due date, the day you was ment to of been born 11/8/09. its so close and all iv only been able to do is think about ,what we could of had and that it all got taken away from us.you was so specil to evary one ,especialy mummy and daddy we will never forget you ,you will always be in our hearts and never forgotten.you would have been the best little boy any one could of wished for your my little angle and you always will be.its tearing me appart i cant handle all of this paine no more my heart is hearting me so much and my head feals like its going to exsplode, all i want is for you to come back, so i can hold you and do what a mum is ment to do with there babies and see there babies first smile :),first crule and steps ,teeth, and first day at school but i cant not with you . i hope that you have loads of angle friend up there in heaven,i no you will sleep tigh my angle i missssssssssss you loadsssssssssssssss and love you more then any thing in the world xxxxx lots of love mummy xxxx night night sweet dreams my pumkin x